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Post by Mr.Gold/Rumpelstiltskin on Apr 30, 2015 1:48:25 GMT -5
It killed him to hear such things from Bae he knew his boy was just telling him the story of his life but every negative thing was little dagger in his heart. Closing his eyes bringing his hands up to cover his face. Rubbing them over his wrinkled fresh the guilt at times was so thick that it hurt his heart. Dropping them a way standing up Rumple moved to go stare out the window . Jamming his hands into the pockets of his trousers .
He would hope Henry would come by more that would make his day . The closer they all got as family more it felt like a home to Rumple. I hope life is kind to him , I don't want to see him to make the same mistakes as his family has done...hopefully he can learn from them flawed bunched was now raising Henry all have secrets no one was entirely good but who believe that from the dark one..
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Post by Neal Cassidy on Apr 30, 2015 17:31:05 GMT -5
I'm Not Going to Let You Go Reliving these words out loud made his heart hurt and his emotions coming to the surface again. Neal didn't mean to bring any of it up again, but, he couldn't help it. Placing his head in his hands, he closed his eyes seeing all of them again as clear as day. Neal came out of the thoughts and raised his head up out of his hands, staring across at his father. The family he finally had, and hopefully would never lose again. Watching his papa walk towards the window, Neal sighed softly and smiled looking at him. Placing his hands in his jackets pockets, Neal just looked around the room he was in.
Neal hoped that Henry would spend as much time with him as he did with his mothers, then they could be a family properly. He'd be able to really feel at home here in this town. "You and me both papa. I think he's already started. He's been the one that has kept us together." Neal said, smiling softly. Henry was a good kid, and he was being raised by a very dysfunctional family, but, despite the secrets and bad blood. They were all a family.
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Post by Mr.Gold/Rumpelstiltskin on May 9, 2015 5:19:25 GMT -5
That the boy had Henry had kept them all together as a family . For how long well that was another question to be asked. Rumple moved away from the window slowly walking toward entrance to shut the door blocking his view from his office . This should be a wonderful happy time, not Shroud fit for the dead.
The click of the door handle clunking as he shut the door. Hanging his head oh how he hated himself . The desire was so strong so damn strong to walk out back into his study . Its to late to turn back now , day light was fading into darkness . Much like he was no more could he fringe bitter hate as the reason to cling to power , now after years and years of using Rumpelstitlskin was addicted to power . Hand pressed to the door paneling .
I love you Bae , I am but a weak man. I ..have lied, cheated , killed in the name of power , magic and at times love. Why do you still love me ? I am not a good man Bae I'm monster . he had killed Zelena and broke a vow to Belle but it was Bae .
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Post by Neal Cassidy on May 9, 2015 19:35:56 GMT -5
I'm Not Going to Let You Go Neal knew that it was true that Henry had been the one to keep them a family. If it wasn't for Henry, Neal would've gone back to New York long ago. He was glad he hadn't though. Watching his papa head towards the door to his office, Neal wasn't sure why he felt the need to do that now, but, he just stood up and glanced out towards the town down below as he stood by the window.
He saw the people down below, and suddenly his mind flashed back to the foster group homes. His teenage self staring out of it, hoping to see someone coming to get him or choose him. Neal sighed softly as he kept his hands in his jacket pockets, coming back into the present situation. The one where he wasn't a lost, lonely, unwanted foster kid, and the one where he had a family of his own. Neal turned back towards his father, before taking a seat on the couch again.
I love you Bae , I am but a weak man. I ..have lied, cheated , killed in the name of power , magic and at times love. Why do you still love me ? I am not a good man Bae I'm monster. Neal let out a soft sigh, before looking up at his papa "Because papa, I know that you've changed and you are once again the good man I remember. And also because you're my father. Those things are reasons enough to love you. At least for me it is."
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Post by Mr.Gold/Rumpelstiltskin on May 16, 2015 9:00:01 GMT -5
Staring at the white paneling of the door till he swore smoke was starting to form. Wanting nothing more then for Neal to say those words it should have made Rumple please, elated to hear them. It didn't the words sliced through him like knives . The dark one chompped at the idea of becoming free to get all his power and none of the restrictions. He was no hero never will be , just like this change that everyone saw. Rumple knew the truth the he looked into the mirror . Staring back at him was just the same coward. The coward that wouldn't fight for Milah, the coward that chose power over Bae and Belle. How long could he keep this charade up before they would notice what he truly is? Then something darker answered within him. Why would they have to know? Its there in the other room for the taking. Freedom and endless power. You could have it all..just have to reach out and take it. Pressing his head against the wood..knowing which he would already pick. Its what he always picked but now he would have both. Pushing his head away from the door. Rumple turned about a small smile stretched his lips. Yes , yes, he would find a way to get his freedom and keep his family. your right Bae , thank you for believing in your papa. I promise I will make you proud.
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Post by Neal Cassidy on May 17, 2015 2:27:07 GMT -5
I'm Not Going to Let You Go Neal stayed sitting on the couch as he glanced at his papa before glancing out of the window again. His mind continued to race with moments and flashes from his childhood, with these memories it made him wonder why he was actually forgiving his father, and still loved him underneath and after everything that happened. 'My father abandoned me. I hate him so much and I always will. He didn't want me, so why should I bother wanting him back' Feeling his hands turning into fists as they stayed in his jacket pockets, Neal felt one or two tears escaping his eyes before blinking them back. Neal could see that his father was a hero, even if he couldn't see it, he had proved it when he sacrificed himself to save both of them from Pan. And had helped with taking down Zelena. Neal knew that his papa would always be a coward, it was who he was, but, he was more then the coward he once always thought he was. The coward that had chosen power over him all those years ago. He knew that his papa was deep in thought about something, and he wondered what exactly it was. He was about to ask when he heard his papa finally break the silence between both of them. "It's no problem. I've always believed in you. I know you will."
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Post by Mr.Gold/Rumpelstiltskin on May 22, 2015 23:30:05 GMT -5
What should have given him pain, guilt didn't. Soon all this all these bad memories will be just that inky blackness of dark memories soon soon his family would stand by his side while he escaped the entrapment of the dagger. The addicted in Rumple could barely contain himself. That dagger would never hold power over him again. Walking back slowly toward Bae , hands slipping deep in the pockets of of his dress slacks. when should I expect you here so you can move in properly? inquiring so to prepare a room for his son. Belle would be so elated at the news of Bae living with them. Then a deviously luscious idea popped into his mind almost causing Rumple to chuckle aloud he had killed Zelena for nothing other then the sheer pleasure. Guess wicked doesn't always win dearie. Smirking twisting his head about to stare into the fire.
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Post by Neal Cassidy on May 26, 2015 4:02:45 GMT -5
I'm not going to let you go Neal wasn't exactly sure it was true about his papa, but, he wanted to have the faith in him. Faith that he would finally choose him, and, that he did actually love him after all. His faith was all he had years ago, which admittedly hadn't served him well, but, his papa had proved to have changed, and he had more then just him to be the better man for this time. That dagger may be the thing that seperated them, but, Belle had the dagger now, so, it wasn't as dangerous with him anymore. Neal turned his head towards his papa as he walked towards him, Neal let out a soft sigh as he thought of his answer "Well, it won't take me long to pack up my stuff. I still don't have a lot of it, never did. So, tomorrow?" Neal said, as he confirmed with a questioning tone in his voice. Neal was used to packing, so it wouldn't take him long, besides for once he was packing up to come home. Neal kept his hands in his jeans pockets, as he smiled softly at his papa. He was coming home not only to his father, but, he had a mother waiting for him too. He just hoped that for once, he wouldn't have to leave it because something goes wrong.
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Post by Mr.Gold/Rumpelstiltskin on May 30, 2015 5:42:01 GMT -5
Rumple felt a wave happiness the imp was getting everything he desired. Nodding his head smiling yes , tomorrow sounds lovely tucking his hands into the pants pockets. The call of the dagger giving a siren call once more. I'm sorry but I must go back to my ..tasks. Would you please see your self out. I promise tomorrow I shall make it up to you I ..I just have some things that must attend to at the moment. patting bae's shoulder before exiting the room and back in his study closing and locking the door behind him. Rumple had much to do and so little time to do them in.
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