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Post by Neal Cassidy on Oct 10, 2015 4:37:06 GMT -5
Neal knew that here in this world, they would've been far away from any of his papa's enemies. And the two of them could've been together. At his papa's confirmation that he loved him, Neal felt himself starting to tear up as his lip wobbled gently. “Yeah, well I don't love you anymore.” Neal said, even if it was a bit of a lie. “You lost me a long time ago. I don't think I can ever really forgive you for what you did.”
As Neal looked around, he couldn't help, but, smile at the sight of Emma and Henry there in front of him. Emma was the one real thing he'd ever really wanted, and, now he had someone else as well. His son, who looked like him. Or so he assumed, he couldn't remember what he'd looked like at that age. Neal's life had been full of nothing but pain, ever since he was 14 years old. Hearing the questions in his head, Neal felt he had to ask them to his papa. “Papa, I have to ask. Why did you want the power more then me? What did I do wrong? I mean I must've done something wrong, if you chose that dagger over me” STARRING : NEAL CASSIDY & MR. GOLD WORDS : 208 NOTES : WRITE SUMTHING BANNER CREDIT : TANA TAGGED : Mr.Gold/Rumpelstiltskin
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Post by Mr.Gold/Rumpelstiltskin on Oct 17, 2015 12:19:30 GMT -5
Rumple had heard lies for many years , so the lie that slipped free from Bae's mouth gave the dark one mixed emotions. Bowing his head a sad smile twisted his lips. you were always a horrible liar Baelfire. turning his head to gaze at the man.
Taken a back by the question. Rumple didn't want to think of that time. But if he must .. It wasn't the lure of power it was his fear that made rumple decide to stay. His papa and him had the same opportunity yet Malcolm chose to leave him, just his mother , just like Milah. To have Bae the last person he cared for turn his back on him Rumple didn't want to live through that again.
what do you want to hear Bae? I was coward I choose the easiest path and that I knew we both would survive . hang his head down low shaking it you didn't do any thing Bae it was me I did wrong alright.
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Post by Neal Cassidy on Oct 18, 2015 3:44:59 GMT -5
Neal could tell that his papa could probably know he was lying, but, he didn't care. He felt that in his mind, even if his heart really refused to admit that completely. At his papa's words, he sighed softly “Well, I don't think anyone would be, if they were challenged against you.” Neal said, feeling his hands being turned into fists. Asking his question, Neal awaited the answer. Standing there looking out to the scene of New York below, Neal suddenly became his teenage self, as he asked the questions to mid-air, knowing that it would be the closest thing he would ever get to asking him for real, but, now he had finally asked his papa, but, there was still silence, and, no response. “Why would I want to hear that? Hear that you chose to abandon me, just because you were scared, but, knew we would both survive. What if I hadn't?” Neal asked, feeling his anger and sadness taking over. “No, it's not alright. I spent my whole life since that moment thinking that I did something wrong, and, that's why I was never good enough for anyone else. It was punishment for something that I don't remember doing. So, no that's not good enough.”Mr.Gold/Rumpelstiltskin
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Post by Mr.Gold/Rumpelstiltskin on Oct 26, 2015 14:23:42 GMT -5
If it had been any one else rumple would applauded the theatrics of the person. But it wasnt another person it was his Bae and he ruined the sweet , good natured boy. turning about no longer wanting to face this scene to see the mess that no matter how hard Rumpelstiltskin would try to clean up couldnt. the ashes had been spilled before them , the happiness they once had was gone. a small part of the dark one seemed satisfied by this which brought about a new fear toward the man. The Darkness desired nothing more to drag and bring down those who took the mantel of dark one. staring down at his hand that wasnt holding the cane. bringing his gaze slowly up and over the torso . what had he become ? how had he fallen to this point to make his boy his reason for everything to hate him ? Or were they really gone forever ? Bae , I never meant for that i never wanted you to feel like that i am so sorry . beyond all full comprehensible reasoning i have wrong you and that debt can never be paid. that deal i made to you i can never fulfill . i am sorry Baelfire.
walking away into the kitchen Rumple needed a moment to clear his mind for tonight his heart weighed heavy for the first time in over hundreds of years.
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Post by Neal Cassidy on Oct 31, 2015 22:12:14 GMT -5
Neal felt so much anger towards his father that nothing would make it easy to disappear. He was still good hearted deep down, but, at this point in time he was just a fragile and lost little boy. He wanted to go back to before all of this stuff happened, but, then his papa would be getting his way. And he'd prove that he actually hadn't changed. It wasn't going to be as easy as his papa seemed to think it was to put the pieces of their relationship back together. If it wasn't for Henry then he would've kicked his father out days ago. They could've been happy in this world, and, he and his papa could've had the close relationship he seemed to want now, if only he'd come with him through that portal. Now, his papa not only had the Dark One power, but, he thought he could have him too. That wasn't how it worked. He had made his choice, and, now Neal was making his. Looking down at his hands as they rested on the bar of the balcony, Neal then glanced out to New York. He couldn't bring himself to look into his father's eyes. If he didn't look at him, it was easier to tell himself he still hated the man and still mean it. You can't still love a man who abandons their son for a dagger's power. Hearing his papa's words, Neal let out a deep breath as he heard his papa apologise again. Neal didn't have anything else to say, so he just let his papa talk with his gaze staying out to the view of New York in front of him. Hearing his papa go inside, Neal quickly glanced at his papa, before just standing on his balcony, feeling the pain on his heart growing again. A pain he had been able to push aside for his whole life up until this point. Neal blinked back a couple of tears, as his hands turned into fists while on the bar. Mr.Gold/Rumpelstiltskin
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