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Post by Neal Cassidy on Aug 14, 2015 5:55:29 GMT -5
NEAL CASSIDY tags @lily;; etc ;; It hadn't been long since Neal had seen Lily again, and, some strange new feelings came to the surface at the same time. Well, some new ones and some old ones from all those years ago. Neal had told Lily that they could catch up over drinks at the Rabbit Hole, and, now that things had died down for a bit Neal decided to just have one night of no nonsense, and, no drama just care-free fun.
He knew that Hook and all of them had set off to Camelot to find a way to save Emma, and, Neal would've gone too, but, someone had to look after Henry and make sure he was safe and looked after. Besides his father was here, and, he didn't want to lose anymore time with him.
Neal had offered to pick up Lily from her place, but she had insisted on meeting at the Rabbit Hole. That was fine with him, he wasn't sure her mother would be all that thrilled to see him there anyway. Not because he was a bad-guy, but, because of who his father was. He was afraid that reputation would never leave completely.
After getting dressed, Neal made his way from his apartment to the bar which wasn't too far away. He secured his jacket around himself by zipping it up, and, he soon reached the bar, and, slowly opened the door. Neal soon spotted Lily sitting at the counter, and, a smile grew on his face as he walked up to her. "Hey." Neal said, smiling as he sat down on the stool next to her.
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Post by Deleted on Aug 14, 2015 13:32:23 GMT -5
Sipping on a beer hearing the friendly voice of Neal, Lily turned about so she could look at him. Hey I was wondering when you were going to show up. she was relieved that he did for two reasons . one was the guy named Keith down at the other end of the bar that kept on trying to talk to her and buy her drinks. Which of course in Lily style told the guy to go crawl back into his hole .
The other was Lily was scared he wouldn't not that she would blame Neal. She broke her promise so long ago to him. I'll never leave you echoed in her head as vision of them as children in that abandoned church appeared in her mind. Swallowing the lump in her throat smiling back you want a beer?
Alcohol was a good thing it broke ice and made things less awkward. Bite the bullet Lily just go a head and say it I..I'm sorry about leaving you long ago. I should have explained my self before I disappeared but I was kid a really stupid kid and I didn't handle my feeling very well. That's not an excuse either but I will so get it if you just walk away now. there she laid it on the table for Neal to see and hear hopefully he can accept it or he would just leave,
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Post by Neal Cassidy on Aug 22, 2015 4:33:08 GMT -5
Neal returned Lily's smile as she looked at him. “Yeah, I had to help my father with something.” Neal knew that this sounded weird, but, it was the truth. He noticed the look of some guy behind her, and, he just glared at him. Neal moved himself closer to Lily, because he recognised that look. Although, knowing Lily, she probably would've just told him to shove it or something to that extent before he got here.
But, there were some doubts about whether he should come here. Lily was someone else who'd abandoned him and left him in the dark. Broke a promise they'd made the first day they met. He quickly had a flashback, seeing Lily sitting there at 15, before coming back into the present. “Yeah, I'd love one.”
Neal went to take a seat next to Lily, as he kept his hands in his pockets, before stopping just in front of Lily as she brought up what happened between them all those years ago. “It's ok. I guess at that point in my life I was just someone who everyone left behind. We were both stupid kids, but, I told you then I don't leave anyone behind.” Neal leant his head back before bringing his head back looking at Lily and then taking a seat next to her. “And I stick by those words and that promise.” ### ■ @lily ■ notes
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Post by Deleted on Aug 25, 2015 0:09:27 GMT -5
It wasn't alright Lily knew that . picking at the bowl of nuts on the bar counter. Licking her lips I was scared it doesn't excuse it but .. sighing spinning about on the stool. Glancing at their shoes I was afraid in I stayed you would leave me . so I left first I know it was stupid okay I'm not the brightest person at times. nervously reaching out for his hand that was in his coat pocket. I'm hot headed and quick to jump the gun a lot. Every day I fight the urge to not do something incredibly foolish. When I bared my feelings to you I meant everything at the time . you may be wondering why why is she telling me this now? Because if I don't say a drink and half in I may never express how I feel. I stick by my words and promise , that was a knock toward her . Lily knew that she wasn't foolish taking a deep breath. I screwed up didn't ? Do do you want me to go? she didn't want to sound weak but at the moment she was. Neal was the one person who had her back and she threw that away because of fear.
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Post by Neal Cassidy on Aug 30, 2015 6:08:34 GMT -5
@lily ### notes everything thAt happens, happens by design Neal ran his hands over each other as he looked down at them. This was just as awkward as he assumed it would be. Neal was going to speak, but, he just decided to let Lily finish first. “I told you before that wasn't my style.” Neal glanced down at Lily's hands as they went to grip his hand inside his jacket pockets. Neal kept it inside the pocket, since he was unsure what to do at this point. “I guess I just wasn't the best with feelings myself back then. I'd never really had someone to care about me that way before. You were the only real person in my childhood that ever really did. I meant what I said though, I didn't want to risk everything that happened in the past, happen with us.”
He said those words as he sat down on the counter next to her. Not to try and make her feel guilty, but, just because he believed in keeping his word to someone, and, he wanted Lily to know that. “No, don't, don't go.” Neal said, smiling softly at her before taking a grip of her hands softly. Growing up, Lily had seemed like the only one who would always have her back, and, always had. “I don't want to lose you again.” Neal had already lost nearly everything he had ever cared about. Now that he had all of them back, he wasn't going to lose anymore. ulla
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Post by Deleted on Sept 4, 2015 19:52:25 GMT -5
N eal hold on her hand made a tingle rippled over her . the hair on the back of her neck stood up. alright I'll stay raking her hand through sable strands. you won't lose me not again . I don't plan on running this time I...I feel at home here for the first time in a very long time. Letting her hand linger in Neals, Lily took a hold of her drink taking a sip of it . allowing it to burn on the way down. Allowing it loosen her up. Her tongue darted out swiping out a spare drop of liquor. so maybe we should talk what we have with our selves since Arizona? I mean I already know you became a daddy .
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Post by Neal Cassidy on Sept 6, 2015 5:16:22 GMT -5
You don't have a home, until you just miss it | Keeping a hold of Lily's hand brought up a feeling he hadn't had in a long time, a warmth running up his spine and his whole body. It was the same feeling he felt when he held his father's hand, yet different at the same time. “I hope so.” Neal said, smiling softly at her. “You and me both. I haven't felt this much at home in so long. I'm done running, like I've done for most of my life. This lost boy is finally home.”
Neal kept his hand in Lily's feeling the light grip around it as Lily let her hand linger. Using his other hand to take a sip of his drink in front of him, Neal let the drink sting his throat as he felt it go down. He knew it would also loosen him up slightly. “Yeah, we should definitely do that. I want to know where you got to, after that moment with the watches. That I did.”
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Post by Deleted on Sept 8, 2015 11:57:56 GMT -5
P icking up her drink sipping on it . the glass began to sweat from the ice melting . finger tips slipped up the frame of the glass till they reached the top. Placing her drink back on the bar counter , Lily allowed her pointer to rim around the top of the drink. after I left I wander around for few until I ran into Emma I asked her to go out on the road with me but she denied me . from their I met the apprentice. He is the one who told me about this place about who I really was. Letting go of Neals hand suddenly feeling how cold it was with out his touch. I didn't come here with happy sunny intentions Neal. I came here for revenge, what Snow and Charming did to me wasn't right but it never made it into the books. Their crime against me wasn't even written and my mother suffered because of what they did. I have how ever made a deal with Emma not to harm them because I want to get to know my mother . I can't say that I will be able to stay for forever . every time I see them it takes a lot of control and well.. raking her hands through her light brown locks I don't have the best control at times[/font][/div][/div][/div]
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Post by Neal Cassidy on Sept 14, 2015 2:14:19 GMT -5
Everything that happens, happens by design | Neal took a sip of the drink in front of him as a way to fill in the silence between them. He could feel the drink burning as it went down his throat, which he liked, but, at the same time was something he couldn't get used to. “I guess the two of us still had a lot more in common then we thought, because I spent the next few years just wandering around too. My trip was mainly in Arizona, but, I ended up driving somewhere else called Portland. I met Emma not long after stopping in a parking lot in Portland. And like I said, Pinocchio, or August is the one who told me about this town.”
Neal placed his hand gently on the counter as Lily let it go. “The reason I was in this town in the first place was to save the life of a man who caused me to grow up the way I did. But, I stayed here, not for him. I stayed here for my son. I understand that you want revenge and anger towards someone who hurt you or did harm to you, but, you need to have some control. I hope you can stick to that deal, because revenge hasn't served me well in the past. Especially when it's something I'm just caught in the middle of.” Neal paused and thought of his papa's feud with Hook, and, how it had affected his life as a kid. “Why don't you stay? I'll help you control those things. And if you're spending time with me, then you won't be around them as much.” Neal sighed softly, and, took a grip of her hand again. “You don't have to stay, but, let me distract you whenever I can.”
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Post by Deleted on Sept 16, 2015 18:37:49 GMT -5
L ily stared down at the joined hands once more. Do not blush don't you dare blush Lily Page. Scolding herself mentally but she held on to his tight. Titling her head Neal was being so sweet . distraction huh? Alright I like the sound of that actually ducking her head . In truth I would love a distraction and maybe someone to show me around town. sheepishly speaking scooting her chair closer to Neal. This was normal they always were close together back in the day. Lily didn't mind it she enjoyed the closeness . Henry seems like a really great kid . I mean it blows me away that your dad that Emma is mom. I'm just so surprised by it . laughing lightly Neal she knew would have kids someday but Emma she seemed so hell bent not to be a mother. Snow and charming were mood killers. Pursing her lips togethers I'm Trying seeing them is difficult though. But I haven't gone off and attacked anyone yet so at least that is something. One major thing struck lily about Neal and revenge . That was such an odd combination. Smiling maneuvering her other hand on top of neals . Thumb caressing over his knuckles, she wanted to take it slow . Neal meant a lot to her, all if her past relationships were rushed hurried hormonal mess. For once lily wanted to choose the right way for the right guy. [/font][/div][/div][/div]
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